CHAPTER – 11

  

“What’s going on here? “

It was Anjali. Anjali mused that she couldn’t have had a better timing. A smirk identical to her brother was seen on her face and that smirk spelled trouble for Arnav and Lavanya.

Both of them understood that Anjali has misunderstood the situation; it is better to clear fast. Both said at the same time.

Arnav: Di, it’s not what you think it is.

Lavanya: Bhabhi, it’s not what you think it is.

Anjali: Aww and how do you guys know what I am thinking?

Lavanya: Bhabhi, there is nothing between me and Arnav.

Anjali: Oh is it? But I don’t remember asking!!! Dekha kaise sach saamne aaya!

Anjali moved ahead without giving heed to their words. Both of them followed suit to clear the misunderstanding as soon as possible.

Arnav: Di, I’m not in love with Lavanya.

Anjali: Very well Chotte.  I will believe it if you want me to, till you are ready to confess the truth.

Lavanya: He is saying the truth bhabhi.

Anjali (grinning to herself): Ok bhabhi (addressing her as Chotte’s woo!!!)

That was the limit. Lavanya understood that this is going into a coil and she has to save at least her flesh and bone out of it.

Arnav( getting irritated): Di, for the last time, I’m not in love with Lavanya.

Anjali was still walking ahead not listening when she heard Lavanya’s words just after Arnav.

Lavanya: Arnav is in love with Kushi, bhabhi.

Anjali came to a halt while Arnav looked at Lavanya with a look that could kill.

Anjali (turning at once): WHAT?????

He was gazing at Lavanya with utmost frustration. She shrugged as if saying, story has to move ahead. And I just saved my skin!

Band Bhajaa Arnavvvv, he mused!

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Anjali: Arnav, are you even in your senses?

They were now in Anjali’s house. She demanded them to come with her in the evening to discuss this further. Arnav was sitting on the couch and flipping through a magazine while Anjali went about cutting vegetables for dinner. Lavanya stood by the fridge close to Anjali munching on a carrot.

Anjali: I don’t know how I will face Kushi now!

Arnav: Di, please stop over reacting.

Anjali: I am overreacting? I AM?

Arnav: Of course Di. It is not a crime to fall in love. Why are you making a hill out of a mole?!

Anjali: Yes it’s not a crime to fall in love, but falling in love with a girl older than you? And to top it, she is my best friend too.

Arnav: Didn’t you fall in love with a man older than you?! And you should be happy that your best friend is going to be your bhabhi. There won’t be any fights between you too.

Anjali: But Arnav ...urghhh....that is the way of this world. I cannot fall in love with a man younger than me and you cannot love a girl older than you.

Arnav: Who has made such rules? Why what is wrong if I love Kushi? In today’s world even a man can love another man. Why going after such stupid traditions when they have no meaning in it?!

Anjali: Arnav, I’m serious

Arnav: I’m serious too Di.

Anjali (calming herself down): Forget about your stand. I know Kushi, she will never ever agree to such crazy ideas. She is from an orthodox family which will never accept such notions. And she is not a girl who would go against her family.

Arnav: Maybe, but that is for time to decide. It doesn’t mean I can’t try.

When Anjali was to object, Arnav interrupted.

Arnav: Look Di, I have fallen in love with Kushi and there is no going back for me. I won’t let it go without giving my best try. And I do believe that one day Kushi will realise my love and value it more than all those traditions she believes in. This is my belief. I won’t let anything hinder me.

With that Arnav walked away not noticing Viren who was standing near the doorway about to enter. He had heard most of the conversation.

Lavanya: I know Di, you are right in your thoughts. Arnav and this love affair have very less chances of succeeding. But I don’t think we should interfere. It is Arnav’s personal matter, let him sort it out.

Anjali: I can’t Lavanya. He is my brother and Kushi is my best friend. If anything goes wrong between them, then it affects both my dear ones. And knowing Kushi, I know even if she wants to, she won’t go against her family. And she is not a girl who can digest such unconventional things. Though she looks modern, deep inside she is still a traditional girl. And if at the end of all tries, Kushi rejects him, Arnav might not be able to bear it. Because I can see that he is serious about her. I don’t want to see him heartbroken.

That’s when she saw Viren. One look at his face and she knew he had heard their conversation.

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Later that night, Anjali told Viren how she found about Arnav and Kushi, playing with the hair on his chest lying by his side. 

Viren: I understand your worry and your concern for both Arnav and Kushi. But we cannot intervene in their life unless they want it. This is their problem and they have to deal with it. If they need help, we can surely help. But otherwise I suggest you must stay out of this.

Anjali: But how can I Viren?! It is my Chotte’s life and Kushi’s. I can’t sit doing nothing when this might affect my brother and best friend.

Viren: Tell me one thing honestly, beyond all the reasons of tradition and Kushi’s family etc, do you disapprove this match? Do you have reservations against them?

Anjali remained silent for a long while before answering.

Anjali: Yes.

Viren: I guessed so.

Anjali (she felt the need to explain): It’s not that I don’t like Kushi. She is my best friend. If Arnav was my elder brother, then maybe I myself might have pushed them together. But when my younger brother is drooling after a girl older than her, and she is my best friend, it doesn’t seem right. If anything goes wrong I can lose both of them.

Viren: I agree. But it is their choice to make. And all I’m asking is let them make that choice on their own.

Anjali: But V...

Viren: And regarding your reservations, I understand them. To be honest, when I heard this first, I felt the same. But then who are we to judge them? Didn’t we marry against the traditions and caste beliefs of our families? My mother might have felt the same emotion which you are feeling right now back then. So when we made our choice without bothering about others, how can we dictate others life Anji?

Anjali did understand what Viren is trying to explain to her. But she somehow could not digest it still.

Viren (patting her head): You yourself said, if not for the age factor you would have approved them. So I think it’s better that you forget that factor for now. You should actually be happy that Arnav is seeing a good girl like Kushi for himself. If you think from a sister’s angle or a friend’s, you know they are good for each other.

Anjali (smiling): Well thinking about their past, I can never assess like that. Both of them were at each other’s throat back then.  

Viren (smiling): Weren’t we like that when we first met? When I ragged you and you fought back? And plus that is past. Since Arnav settled down here, they had been good friends. So maybe there is a chance.

Anjali (pouting): But from what Lavanya said, Kushi doesn’t harbour any feelings for him. She has out rightly rejected him many times. Arnav’s persistent nature is getting on her nerves.

Viren gave her a thoughtful look.

Viren: Why don’t you talk to Kushi?

Anjali (eyes widening): About Arnav? Marvayegi kya? You know her temper. Moreover you asked me to not interfere few minutes back.

Viren( smiling): I still mean that. But all I’m asking is to talk to your friend, as her friend. You know Kushi, she hyperventilates for the smallest of the small worries. Since it’s your brother in question, she might have felt embarrassed to discuss this with you. But she might need a ear to listen and vent out her feelings. Maybe you can help her relax and bring her to a relaxed state. Then maybe, who knows she might be able to think about this.

Anjali: I don’t know. Knowing Kushi..

Viren: You knew Arnav too. Did you expect him to fall in love with Kushi? No right?! So let’s not judge Kushi’s reaction now. Let’s wait and see if Arnav can woo her.

Anjali: Viren, my fear is not just about Kushi loving him or not.  I know her enough to predict this that she will always choose her family over her love, if at all she falls in love. Then what will happen to Arnav?

Viren: Hmm, you can’t protect him always Anjali. What is meant to be will be; we are no one to resist fate. We are always there to support him right? So relax.

Anjali: What do I tell her? Should I support Chotte or her?

Viren: You don’t have to take stands. Just talk to her. She might feel relieved to talk to someone. And also talk with Arnav tomorrow morning and clear your thoughts with him. He too have no one else than you to confide in. If he kept this from you till now, it means he feared your reaction and as expected you over reacted.

Viren ended with a grin while Anjali got angry.

Anjali: I over reacted? Anybody in my place would have done the same.

Viren (smiling): Okay okay, let’s leave that. You have two missions now. Talk to Arnav and Kushi and render the support both needs from you. All you have to do is offer support. Let them decide their destiny on their own; whatever the consequences we will be there for both of them, okay?

Anjali nodded with determination before hugging her husband to fall into a peaceful slumber.

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Arnav had slept in at his Di’s place that night. Next morning when he woke up and came to the dining table, he saw his Di, buttering the toast for him. He knew she has realised his presence but ignoring him. He smiled.

Arnav: Good morning Diiiii

He went and hugged Anjali squeezing her arms.

Anjali: Ouch, chotte.

He sat beside her and started helping her.

Arnav: Di

Anjali didn’t talk anything and he knew she is upset with him for hiding this from her.

Arnav: I’m sorry Di.

Anjali: Have I become a stranger to you chotte that you don’t share the matters of your heart with me?

Arnav: I feared your reaction Di. And just like I expected you exploded. And I know you are still worried about the final outcome of all this. I didn’t want to worry you unless I am sure about Kushi’s feelings.

Anjali: Are you that serious chotte?

Arnav: I am Di.

ANjali: But why Kushi?

Arnav: Why not Kushi?

Anjali: I mean, Kushi is of my age. She is elder to you, and ...and so different from you. How is this going to work?

Arnav (sighed): Honestly, I don’t know Di. But I have lost my heart to her. And I won’t rest until I get her heart back too!

He said that with such a serious determination that finally Anjali sighed in resignation.

Anjali: I just want you to be happy Chotte. And I will be there for you if this is your happiness.

Arnav: Thank you Di. I know you would come around. That’s why I love you so much.

ANjali: Hmm enough buttering me. Have your breakfast.

Arnav: Feed me Di.

Anjali smiled at that and fed him his toast. Viren watched this scene from their open kitchen and smiled to himself. He hoped that everything goes well.

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Music is heard in the background. Anjali and Kushi were in their zumba class. After three continuous 10 minute sessions, they took a break and eased onto the floor leaning on the wall behind them. When their breath came to normal Anjali softly broached the subject.

Anjali: Arnav told me.

Kushi was dirnking water and when she heard Anjali’s tone she knew, she knew.

It felt all the more difficult to face ANjali now. But still she did, after all they were friends.

Kushi: I seriously don’t know what is wrong with Arnav, Anji. I really don’t know how to handle this. I... I did not even know how to tell you about this?!

Anjali: I know. Feelings are mutual Kush.

Kushi: Can’t you advise Arnav? He will listen to you.

Anjali: Nope, I tried but he is quite adamant. Once he decides on something, nothing can stop him.

Kushi (sighing defeated): I don’t know what to do Anji. He was a good friend; I don’t want to lose his friendship. I tried to make him understand all this is wrong. But he is back to his old avatar of irritating me and now we rarely have a proper conversation. I seriously don’t know how to handle this boy.

Anjali: Hmm I know. (Pausing for a moment) Can I ask you something?

Kushi: I know what you want to ask; I have not misled him anyway, neither through words nor actions. I really don’t know from where he got these ideas.

Anjali: No, no. I did not mean that. I... I just wanted to know that....that..

Kushi: What Anji?

Anjali: Is there any chance of him wining you at the end?

Kushi (shocked and wide eyed): ANJI?

Njali: oh don’t shriek. I’m just...asking!

Kushi: Hmm you are my best friend; you should know me better than this.

Anjali (grinning): Yes but it is my charming brother at the other end. So I wanted to be 

sure you know.

Kushi: Charming my foot.

Anjali giggled.

Anjali: Tell me honestly Kush, if Arnav was my elder brother, wouldn’t you have agreed? It’s the age factor that is disturbing you right?

Kushi: Isn’t that disturbing you too?

Anjali: Honestly yes. I was shocked too. For a moment, I sincerely wished your ages were vice versa.

Kushi( whispered with a resigned look) : I wished it too.

Anjali: Really?

Kushi: Like you said, your brother is a charming bastard. Handsome, good personality, carefree character and a true gentleman inside; he is the perfect description for ‘prince charming’. In fact he is everything that I am not and I want to be or I’m searching for in my life partner. He is too tempting an offer to deny. But I cannot accept him, you know my family, they won’t agree. Hell will break loose if Dadi gets a whiff of it.

Anjali nodded knowingly.

Kushi: Moreover I fell like a cradle snatcher you know!!! Your Chotte makes me feel so bad about myself!

She said that and cringed her face to which Anjali laughed out.

Anjali(sobering down): So you are not going to accept my brother, are you?

Kushi nodded a no.

Anjali: Not even going to try?

Kushi : Not even going to try.

Kushi got up and Anjali joined her for the next session.

 Arnav is a gem; she knew it, but an untouchable one for her. Her family is a highly respected one in Lucknow, which values traditions a lot. They will not accept her union with a boy younger to her; that will be blasphemy for them. Why pull Arnav into something which is never going to have a happy ending?!

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They were done with the classes and moving to the parking lot. Anjali had come in car while Kushi chose to walk as her apartment was nearby. Once inside the car, Anjali turned towards Kushi.

Anjali: Kushi, I know your decision is right and it is the best for all. Yet I feel you should reconsider it, not for Chotte’s sake, but yours.

Kushi looked on without saying anything.

Anjali: I’m your best friend and I want the best for you. And though there are issues to digest, I know you and Chotte can make this work, if you both desire. I won’t force you to think about it, but I will like you to think deeply before letting go. Maybe this decision can change your life forever, in a better way.

With that Anjali drove away leaving Kushi in thoughts which she did not want to dwell on.

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On her way back, Anjali’s words played again and again in her mind. She remembered all the attempts Arnav had done to woe her.

It’s not like I’m in love with him. But I know that given a chance, he might as well win my heart; but what then? How will I convince my family to accept Arnav? Also age difference is a big issue; my family will not be able to look beyond it. To be honest, even I’m not able too. When I was 18 and drooling over Hrithik, he was studying in 6^th standard; 6^th standard, Gawwwd!!! How weird is it?

 Also looks matter; I will look too old when I stand beside him. Serves me right for dreaming for a man 10 years older than me; the sole purpose being my greed to always look young before my husband. But if I’m to consider Arnav, then he will look as charming as ever while I look like an aunty even in my 40s beside him. Aww that hurts!!!!

Is that even a matter of concern? A guy like Arnav is every girl’s dream, she had dreamt of such a man in her life too. Uff, only if he would have been at least her same age, if not elder!!!!

With all these thoughts going on in her mind, she reached home and logged into Skype. She needed some serious advice and no one can match upto her bhabhi.

Calling Payal Bhabhi

The video chat came on and Payal Sharma, wife of Akash Singh Malik smiled through the screen at us.